do not grasp it.. be gentle, kind. try to catch it.
fireflies in jars, the scent of wet grass...
i am NOT a liability. i am NOT an eating disorder. i am NOT a diabetic. i am me. a soul in human form and i want to LIVE. i want to take the path less traveled. i DO NOT want to coast through this realm. i want to taste it, i want to get dirty, i want to FEEL. I AM NOT MY PAST AND REFUSE TO BE DEFINED BY IT! hi! i'm angie and i am not a fragment. i am the whole... i am whole.
what is this reality? who am i? what am i? can you touch it.. the sky? the moon, the stars?
lovely how i hold my head up high while a war rages inside me.
i'm done pretending.
life is left for the living. god do i want to live... so much so.
i can taste it.
can you?
we've known each other for ages... and yet this is something new. i can't stand how much you repeat yourself. i am more than what you say i am.
this liquid energy rests in my chest. i can't breathe through this negativity and i stay awake while you suck the life from my body... and my soul.
how i long for you to be there for me as you should...
you are my mother after all...
i cannot penetrate these ties that hold us close... these that strangle and mutate... i am here to break the mold.
there is a crack in it... i can see the light through it... that is all that i need.
i am mourning the loss... there could be worse things i suppose..
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break the mold. spread your wings. soar into the heavens high above the earth. you are here. to be. to do. to live.
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